Post by Trill Stalker on Nov 30, 2008 22:55:09 GMT -5
Vegas
Welcome;; I Would Advise You Young Sir, Disaster Is My Love ;;emocleW
Welcome;; I Would Advise You Young Sir, Disaster Is My Love ;;emocleW
A twig of some sort broke sending my senses into over drive. The sound had come from my left side, my Bum side. I swung towards the sound, ears erects, nostrils flared and good eye wide. I stood still for a moment, expecting a predator or at least another woodland creature but no other sounds came from the original area. I let out an aggravated snort, my paranoia was getting worse. It had been two years since I had last seen my father, but it seemed like it had only been hours ago. The scar over my left eye was a fresh reminder of what had happened, of things I should have done. An ever remembrance.
I gnashed my teeth together, grinded them. Why couldn’t I forget? or at least start to mend? Looking back to the night with my mother and twin brother, I know that if I had tried to do something then I myself would have been slaughtered along with them. But my own life wasn’t even a runner up to the two’s I had loved. There were still a lot of should have dons that ran threw my mind and it plagued my sleep at night.
I could never stay in one place for too long though, because it scarred me that I might get too attached to something. And it seamed as though disaster followed me everywhere I went; like a darkened shadow. Last year I had wondered into lands that were controlled by a small heard. The equines had been kind, and welcoming; wanting me to join their family. Stupidly I had agreed, I never should have though, for exactly one week after I had been with them a plague had swept threw the lands. It had taken all the other’s lives; I remember standing over the herd’s stallion. He had once been great, a proudly muscled grey beast. He had been greatly accepting towards me; my Bum eye had not been a barrier between us. He had told me that it was a part of who I was and that it added character to my persona. I dared even think myself to have been falling in love with him. But the disease had eaten him alive, starting from the inside, wildling away at his flesh, and then coming to the outside. Taking away first his sight and then his hearing. And I had watched it all happen, it was another horror added to my life.
The rest of the band soon followed; even a little colt that had been just born that season. I’d been unable to do anything; the disease had not taken me with my new home. It had left me a lone like a mocking devil, claiming that he would never allow me a happy moment in my life and force me to walk the earth never to find something that would make reality seem living for. Maybe the devil was waiting for me to commit suicide because it was a form of sin and it would be a last strike on me. I would be sent into the bowls of hell to be ever tortured for that in which I should have done.
The wind shifted bringing my attention back to the now, the air held the strong scent of another horse. I had been walking into another’s land, which was most likely the most devastating thing that could have happened. My heart stopped dead and then picked up in triple time, it felt as though it was going to burst threw my chest in a gory mess and flop to the ground still beating like a fish on land. I wasn’t in the best of minds to deal with something like this; having just gone threw memories of my past.
I was a wonderer, a rouge; never staying in one place for too long. A had a phobia of sorts and by the stench of the stallion I could tell that he was a true brute, pure testosterone ran threw his veins. If I did not leave soon I could and most likely would be held here against my will, it was a last thing that I wanted. For I did not want to bring pain and suffering to anyone again. And if I was to stay then it would surly rain down on my captor, and he would be sucked into the fray that surrounded me like an invisible force. No one should have to go threw something so horrid as that.
Slowly I turned my body so I could take in everything with my good eye. The land I now stood upon was lush and life was thriving all threw out. Even the air seemed to have a pulse. No wonder this stallion had chosen this land, it was perfect for procreation. I lowered my head ears bent forward and listened, I heard nothing that would hint to another being of my size so slowly I started to back away, towards the boarder of the lands. I needed out before disaster destroyed this beauty as well.