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Post by Sohalia on Apr 17, 2009 11:51:44 GMT -5
SohaliaThe moonlight calls to me!Take A Picture! It Will Last Longer!I was tired of it all and was starting to get tired of life itself. I was hurt how Yarraman, Thowra and now Spike just left out of the blue. Indeed I had the dark genes running through my blood and that was something that never was going to change. But I was getting depress and it was starting to eat at my heart and by mind. I didn't know what to do anymore nor did I know what was wrong with my, making everyone disappear. I was lost in my mind and in my soul and felt like I couldn't let anyone in my heart ever again because they would just leave me after they held the key to it. I let my cerebrum held low to the earth while I stood along in the forest under a large oak tree, while my ice blue lanterns looks towards the earth look at the root detail that cover the earth. It was then I felt something rolling down my butter cream cheek. It was a tear that form upon my ice blue ices and rolled down down my cheek, while it darken my flesh to a light grey color as it left its mark toward me. I felt that I had no reason to live. I let out a slight sigh while I relaxed my hind limb. But other than shifting from hind limbs, nothing moved upon my butter cream carcass. I the slowly closed my lanterns, covering my ice blue eyes from the world while I listen to my breathing, wondering if I could ever trust anyone. [Not as much muse as I would like]
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Post by lynx'' on Apr 17, 2009 12:19:35 GMT -5
I took in a deep breath - wincing slightly as a sharp pain shot through my broken ribs. They would heal soon, but it was still extremely painful when i took a deep breath. My shining silver dappled pelt moved slowly now - it seemed it bothered me more at night - after i had been awake and wandering all day. I had travelled far away today - venturing to Gruella mountain where i had met Wasted - and now here, to Dream falls - a place i had never been before. I was almost mesmerised. The slight lap of the water led me to it and i dipped my crown down to the liquid to drink. It was the first drink i had had all day and it somewhat refreshed me and took away some pain from my lungs and ribs.
As i followed the stream north - the faint crashing of a waterfall came to my pricked ears and i let a smile form upon my mug. It had been a while since i had preserved the nature as the young filly - Alix had once taught me. I scented something - and it wasn't nautre, it was a mare. I silently walked forward- hidden by the bushes and trees and noticed a single tear slip from her pool. I saddened immediatly and gave a soft, silent sigh, before stepepd out quietly, my head low and i walked calmly . This was a sure posture that i wasn't any harm. "Dear fae - do tell me why are you crying?" I took a hesitant step towards her - wondering if i should take precautions and stay a safe distance away incase she attacked me - but i was curious and went against it, stepping forward so i could feel her warmth - perhaps she needed a shoulder to cry on.
Character: Ketamine Status: complete Word Count: 333 Comments: I am terribly sorry about this - my muse has died and i'm not feeling too good. -hides-
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Post by Sohalia on Apr 17, 2009 14:19:33 GMT -5
SohaliaThe moonlight calls to me!Take A Picture! It Will Last Longer!I could feel my butter cream flesh slightly tense while I could feel someone watching my carcass, stalking in the shadows. I guess it was being watched from the shadows in Taunting Marshes that made me know this kind of things. I open my lantern lids showing my ice blue lanterns once more to the world. I then turn my cerebrum towards the way I could feel the soul lurking. It was then the dapple baster stepped out towards me. I began to side step while he came closer as I felt my side hit the large oak that I stood near. I then came to a halt hearing the words of the stallion while I lifted up my cerebrum into the air while the sun rays beat down upon me, making me seem ghostly. I gave out a slight snort as a warning, but the dapple steed kept coming towards me. I then felt his touch upon my flesh. His touch was soft and gently, something Ive been waiting for. This made my ice blue lanterns water slightly more while I didn't understand how could a stranger touch me so softly than anyone else that I trusted in the past. I just couldn't understand it. After a felt seconds after the soft touch of the dapple steed. I began to calm down once again while I lower my cerebrum to a normal level, sentinels flickers, but slightly lower. I let my ice blue lanterns pierce through him, while they danced with darkness. I let my nares flares while I took in his scent, it was then that it hit me. He was a light. I tossed my cerebrum slightly sending my long cream tassels dancing above me in the air. I never meet a real light before, but then I knew why his touch was so soft and friendly. I then began to calm my actions once more while I stood still, letting him near me. I let my blue lanterns scan over his pelt while I notice he was weak in his side. Broken ribs it seem, while he carry a few scars upon him. I then began to speak towards him, while I was soft spoken towards the dapple steed. Basters! The word wasn't towards him. But I looked away from him and back to the roots upon the earth while I began to speak. I'm a useless piece of trash, thats why they left. I'm nothing! I knew this dapple steed didn't know what I was talking about, but then again at the same time maybe he could put the pieces together. He seemed smart enough to do it.
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Post by lynx'' on Apr 20, 2009 4:39:15 GMT -5
I stopped suddenly when she side stepped - she was tense, obviously ... scared? alamed by my presence. Why was this? I wasmn't 'scary' to look at...everything aobut me lured equines in, my friendly voice, charming infact - my unusual colourings, deep, thoughtful green opticals, and of course, my fresh, warm scent. It wasn't one that lingered with the scent of death dirt and blood, it was one that simply smelled free, and of the air. Nothing else. I allowed her to calm before i continued forward, and after i had spoken my words - i noticed she was crying again. Once more, i lent my muzzle towards her, gently pulling at the tassles on her neck and licking at one of her scars. She tasted - different. Not like my other companions in Elixar Grove - she was dark. I gasped and stumbled back. "Your a dark horse!" I exclaimed, my eyes widening - not in fright, but in curiousity. My arks flickered around me, half expecting something - an allie of hers to jump out and attack me. But wait...dark horses didn't cry - right?
Her words seemed painful to her - i was confused, and desperatly wanted to help her, i wanted her to stop crying but could i trust her? I had always been told never to trust a dark horse. I lifted my cranium up a little, so i looked at her with a promising glare. "Is this a trick? Is there something waiting for me in the shadows?" I stopped - seeing the pain grow in her eyes. "Whats your name...mare?I'm Ketamine - mighty king of Elixar Grove - wher eare you from? " I stopped again, unsure of wether i should be giving out such information to one who i had been told never to trust. I snorted and flicked my tassles out of my eyes. glacning up at her. "your not...no, stop!" I stated with a loud, dominant voice. "You mustn't speak of yourself in such a way!" I finished, tossing my crown and snorting again. "Why? What is wrong with you? Tell me why your upset...please." I added, a hint of curiosity in my voice. Perhaps the longer i stayed with her - it would become easier to trust her...would it? Or would i end up laying in the gutter because her and others had brought me down?
Character: Ketamine Status: complete Word Count: ... Comments: aweh! its so sad!!
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Post by Sohalia on Apr 20, 2009 9:26:30 GMT -5
SohaliaThe moonlight calls to me!Take A Picture! It Will Last Longer!I let my ice blue lanterns watches him while I looked into his green lanterns while my blue ones flashed with darkness towards him. I then felt his touch once again while his fangs clamped upon my long cream tassels while he tugged them lightly. It was then I could feel his salty tongue rolling over my only scar upon my hind quarter. I tossed my cerebrum slightly, but not in a threating way. I then let my sentinels flicker while I heard a gasp while he danced away from me. I then heard the words that he spoke towards me. "Your a dark horse!" My ice blue lanterns left him and went to the ground once more. It was after a few seconds later while I notice his movement of his cerebrum as he lifted it into the air and gave me a friendly glare. I then heard the words. So he thought it was some type of trick. I let a slight smirk form upon my butter cream mug while I spoke. If it was a trick brute, I wouldnt let you touch nor even near me. It was then his next words hit me, while I turn to face the king. Im Sohalia, Ket. I use to be queen of Taunting Marshes. Twice. I then let my long tangle whip hit the sides of my barrel while I waited for some more of his words which I only had to wait seconds as he moved his forelocks out of his view. But he words was firm while he waited me to stop talking about myself like I was worthless. His next words hit somewhat home. He wanted to know why I was in this battle within myself. He wanted to know about the feelings I held in to myself. Why Im so hurt. I turn my cerebrum. I couldn't look at him. This was the first time that someone really cared about my feelings. I couldnt let him in, but then again maybe I could. I then turn back towards him while my ice blue lanterns meets his green ones while I let out a slight snort. I then began to speak towards him. I can't let you know the story, not now at my state. Lets just say I was an unfit queen for the Marshes. Tell me Ket, why do you care what I think? I then waited to listen to what he might have to say, wanting to know why he wanted to know.
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Post by lynx'' on Apr 20, 2009 12:09:37 GMT -5
Her words made me wonder - still even after she had said it wasn't a trick. I gave a soft snort and bent my silver cranium down to itch my black knee - i was very fasinated by my colouring and i found myself looking at the silver fading to black around my knee joint. Only when she spoke her name did i look up - nostrils quivering. So she let information - valuble information slip. I knew this was no trick now, the pain in her eyes helped me realise. I lefted my crown to look peacefully into her ice blue opticals, hoping my friendly stare would calm her confused emotions. "Uh- its okay. You don't have to tell me Sohalia." I murmered as i stepped closer a few metres but still leaving a big space between us. I waited for her to motion me forward before i took my chances again.
Her scent was strong now - even from a distance. The feisty smell of blood and death - it was almost eerie on her cremello painted carcass - though i was fasinated by her - enough so to let delicate words spoon from my muzzle without thinking about the outcome. "Sohalia - its not safe...even for a..." I stopped and swallowed before carrying on. "Dark horse to wander alone. Would you please come back with me?" I asked, a playful tone held in my melodic voice. "It would be in my guilt if anything happened to you if i left alone" I added, throwing in a bunch of my emotions there. I sighed - looking at her, her scarred yet muscular body was astonishing. I spoke again - proberly sounding stupid, but never the less i needed a straight answer. "Would - could you you live in a land of lights? I mean, without blowing your cover of course, without attacking me or my mares." I had to know. If need be i would ecsort the lady to a dark land - one where she would perfectly fit in - i wouldn't put my family at risk but i wanted her there, something built a bond between us and i felt the energy surge.
Character: Ketamine Status: complete Word Count: 372 Comments: XD muse burst!
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Post by Sohalia on Apr 20, 2009 14:51:58 GMT -5
SohaliaThe moonlight calls to me!Take A Picture! It Will Last Longer!I watched his sliver frame though my long tangle forelocks that hide my ice lanterns and my upper visage. I must say that his friendly stare made me feel something that I never felt before. In some way it made me want to throw myself at him, giving him everything that I had to offer. But in the same time, it made me want to hide in this dark shell, not never letting him in and let the darkness take over me. I was all confused and I knew that he could feel the vibes that I sent off while they bounced around our surroundings. I just stood still while the only thing that moved was my lungs moving my barrel while they pumped air through my wind pipes. I then listen to the words that he spoke toward me. I knew I didn't have to tell him nothing. But I knew I would with time. It was just that thing about him. But then his next words hit me. I sent out a deep chuckle towards him. I then began to speak towards him. Its safe for the darks to step into the darkness. But its not safe for the lights. I then let out a slight snort towards him while I spoke once more. But its safe for a light if you have a dark at your side, willing to take you into the darkness at there side. I then heard the words that he spoke about guilt. I then began to speak towards him. Guilt is a funny thing, isn't it? I then heard his next words that he spoke towards me. I lower my cerebrum towards the earth while I began to think. This light stallion was willing to take me in as his pet. But could I trust him? I lifted my cerebrum once more. I then made my own was towards him, while I made a tight circle around him while my cream flesh rubbed upon his sliver flesh. My touch was soft as I felt his warmth upon me. I then came to a halt at his side while I spoke softly towards him. I can control myself around you and your mares, not making any one you my prey. But I must asked can you let the untrusted lion into your kingdom with the lambs? I then stood there waiting for his reply while I stepped away from him. I give you my word. I wont hurt you nor your mares, nor would I speak that im a dark. But in return, you don't hurt my heart. I was making a deal with him. Could he take it? I will find out soon enough. [Lmao I just watched Twilight. It came into my muse as you can tell. I also notice, I use that word "towards" a little too much in my posts.]
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