( but grandma ; will you stay ? )

[lynx'']

NICOTINE

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Was it really worth it
was she everything, that
you were looking for, do you
feel like a man? i hope you know
that, you can't come back, 'coz all
we have it broken like shattered glass..

To calm my panicked self, i began humming a melody my mother had once sang to me and my twin brother, Ketamine when there was a bad storm. I contantly glanced back to make sure Axelle was following; i wanted to stay by her side, but by being slightly ahead it was safer, if anything was to jump out of the shadows i would stand a chance at protecting her. I come to a halt and curled my neck around to face the tiny child " I think we are here now, wait here Axelle. I'l call for your father."[/b]

I stepepd forward with cautious steps, hakrs twisting like there was no tomorrow. How could someone live here? it was so scary and spooky and i was half expecting Axelle to turn around and run away. "Zarian? ... King Zarian?" slightly nervous tones rang out as i called his name. I was used to happy surrounding, vutterflies, open spaces and birds but this place was filled with fear, dark and gloomy... "I'm Nicotine, i found your daughter..." I added, just incase he thought i was an intruder.

Character: Nicotine
Status: complete
Word Count: 242
Comments: hope this is okay, i'm distracted by writing up paperwork for the new filly we have at work.

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[Trill Stalker]

Zarian
Damnable Fate

<sup>I'd just been nibbling on the succulent grass of the spring season when a light tone carried itself to me on the tendrils of air flowing threw my territory. My ears perked, the voice was not one that I was familiar with. Curiosity surged threw my mind and made my long dark grey coated legs move over the land. It had been quite some time since a mare had wondered on my land or since I had even claimed one. I was probably a little rusty with flirting with the fairer sex, but that didn't matter. I no longer had to impress anyone now that I had my Queen 'Batel.


My long multi colored mane flew behind me with my steps, I was taking no time coming to the source of the call. "I'm Nicotine, i found your daughter..." the same light and nervous tones entered my perked ears and I knew I was close. As the sight of the mare who had called to me came into view I raised one of my eye brows, there was a little foal behind her. My nasals flared as the foals scent Finlay entered into my body. The scent was mixed with both my spice and the elegant reek of a past mare of mine. Narcissa, we had not known each other all that well but we had been able to spend some time together. When she had past I had thought that she had taken our second foal along with her but the little one standing before me was proof that I had been wrong.

I stopped a few feet away from the two females not sure where I stood, which was odd since I was King. "You called me Nicotine, I answer." My tone was naturally deep and accented with my heritage. "I thank you for finding my daughter, though I must admit that I had not known I had had one this early in the season." My dark gaze flickered back to the young filly, who looked to be still very young. "Narcissa died suddenly and with her I had though she had taken my kin." This had happened to me once before, with my daughter Calvadas. Calvy's mother had also died, Faye, one of my first mares had taken her in and had cared for her as if she was her own. But Faye and I had not coupled last fall so she had no milk. 'Batel was pregnant but she had yet to go into labor.With a long sigh I racked my brain with how I was going to take care of her but none came to mind. O those damning sister fates.</sup>

_{Word Count; 446, the post is fine, I hate starting posts myself anyway lol.}

[Nevaeh]

Axelle
Time to Run and Hide



As my light auds were pricked forward listening to what my grandma was doing, why I started calling her grandma though I did not know why. I turned my crown to look around behind, I almost bumped into Nicotine, as my weak golden pillars tried to hold my little body up, but my little golden pillars wee starting to give away I was wobbling and I was very tired and a little scared I then turned my ivory blazed crown toward Nicotine, grammy, what if daddy does not like me? This place is big and scary, and I’m scared.

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After I said that I lowered my little golden body towards the ground, I was tired and very hungry but I did not complain about being hungry even though I knew it was my fault my mummy was not here, I lowered my crown towards the grass, as my black orbs vanished behind golden eyelids, and I was fast asleep, hearing vocals from my lying down postion I saw a tall her standing in front of me, I was scared but I was also to weak to move from my spot. As I heard my mummy’s name I felt my little tear run down the side of my crown. Then my maw lighter colored maw opened all I could think of saying was. Sorry.

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Horse: Axelle
Muse: good:
Comment: very cute, nearly lost the post, but I didn't. Phew

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[lynx'']

NICOTINE

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Was it really worth it
was she everything, that
you were looking for, do you
feel like a man? i hope you know
that, you can't come back, 'coz all
we have it broken like shattered glass..

Before long, a strong masculine scent entered my nostrils and i became nervous. never before had i met a stallion by myself - i had always had Ketamine with me or one of the equines from the home herd. The bulky brute seemed ghost like as his dappled frame ppeared out of nowhere through the slight fog and i startled, whites of eyes showing and i stiffened, backing up a few steps - even when he spoke in calmed words. "Yes - it's obvious she was prematurly born - due to her weak figure. I believe her name is Axelle. She's very scared Zarian." I told him, moving closer to the small girl and speaking to her in hushed - calm words "It's okay, he will love you, don't worry i'm here to look after you." I reassured her, licking at her soft coat and looking up at Zarian. "i know this may sound rude, sir. But would you mind if i stayed with her? To comfort her so...i know you are her fathre - but i'd say i'm the closest thing she has to a mother." I asked in a nervous tone, swapping my glance from the stallion to the scared filly.

Character: Nicotine
Status: complete
Word Count: 250
Comments: just judged a fight muse is gone! sowweh <3

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[Trill Stalker]

Zarian
Rest Aside

As I spoke I saw a salty tear slide down my daughters cheek at the reminder of her mother. The way that the tear glittered a second in the orange sun of the day pulled at something deep in my heart. I was not good at comforting others, especially ones that I did not know all that well. Thankfully though I did not have to think of something to comfort the little one because the mare who had brought my daughter back to me spoke again. Axelle, the last wish of my vanished Narcissa, I would honor her wantings and forever have the little one be known as that. "She's very scared Zarian." I already knew that Axelle was skittish, I could smell her fear on the faint tendrils of air flown to me from her small form. But once again I felt myself at a lost, how was I to comfort Axelle when the fear she released was caused by my own presence. My dark eyes narrowed as Nicotine backed away, closer to the little one as if to protect her from me. I lowered my head slightly at the mares next words because they were true. In time our natural bond would strengthen and Axelle and I would learn to care for one another. A deep rumbling laugh escaped my throat when Nicotine asked if she could stay with my daughter. "I don't even know who you are." It would have been smart for the mare to tell me a little about herself, like who she was or where she had even come from. I respected her for bringing to me my little Axelle but if she thought that I would give her a free pass into my lands and into everything that was mine she was in for a rude awakening. But then my laughter died in my throat as she brought up a good point. "I'm the closest thing she has to a mother." "You would willingly claim a foal from another mare that is not even related to you?" Maybe this Nicotine had more strength then I had first thought.

Word Count; 355 Nicotine might be able to be a warrior for SW.

[Nevaeh]

Axelle
Time to Run and Hide

Laying my ivory blazed crown on the emerald grass, as i tried to doze of to sleep and forget about how hungry I was. My light auds flicked lightly around my crown as I listened to what was going on. I was very scared while my body wanted me to run, as soon as my eyelids closed around my dark colored orbs I heard a voice My dear don’t be afraid. You are never alone, I will always be with you my little darling girl, I will always love you my dear there is no need to fear.

Hearing my granny’s lyrics my black colored orbs opened and I looked up towards her, I then turned to look towards my dad, but I was still very nervous and scared around this place. I could felt my tummy let out a little rumble, and then I began to shiver because I was starting to get cold, but I would not complain about it.

Lifting my crown up a little bit of the grass to look at both the adults horsed near me, I was scared of everything around me I did not know what to do not to be scared of things around me, but my little golden body was to weak to move, further then I had got to.

[lynx'']

NICOTINE

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Was it really worth it
was she everything, that
you were looking for, do you
feel like a man? i hope you know
that, you can't come back, 'coz all
we have it broken like shattered glass..

This was something i had never experienced before and it hurt inside to admit that i was feeling bad emotions. But something about his evil cackle sent my temper through the roof. A distressed squeal slipped through my pursed lips and i stamped a fore hoof into the damp ground underfoot. "Does it matter who i am?!" I requested, flattening my audits down into my skull and baring my teeth at the stallion. For sure i could tell he was one big powerful man, but would he know better than to cross an angry mare? "Zarian i brought her back here. In some sort of hope that she would be found another mother, or at least a mare to feed from. Of course i would treat her as my own, would any mare reject such a foal?" My words were almost hissed and i shocked myself at speaking with such lowly manners and tones. I turned around to Axelle and nudged her gently. "come closer sweetheart, you'll get cold. Your father won't hurt you." I turned my gaze back to the dappled brute when I spoke about him./ Giving him that "you wouldn't hurt her...right?" look and snorting.

Character: Nicotine
Status: complete
Word Count: 237
Comments: *wide eyes* she ain't a warrior trill, i thought we agreed on her being a nanny ?

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[Trill Stalker]

Zarian
Ask Yourself

Nicotine actually dared to stop her hoof at me, my eyes turned cold. "Does it matter who I am?" She requested, her ears flattened against her skull and teeth barring. The only indication that I didn't care for Nicotine's temper tantrum was the narrowing of my black eyes till they were only slits. I wasn't a dark but this one was putting me in a fowl mood. "What kind of stupid are you? I am King of Silent Woods and you ask me what does it matter who you are? I am not the only one that resides here in this land. I need to know who you are for not only Axelle's protection but for every other heart that depends on me." My voice was low, I had not yelled but the timbre had been deep, almost a growl. I let out a long gust of air as she spoke again, her words were soothing because she did care about my motherless daughter. "Once again we go back to the fact that I do not know you. Nicotine you may say that you want to care for Axelle right now but what about in the future? How long are you really willing to stay here for? What if you find some other stallion and want to leave with him? Where will that leave Axelle when her attachment is to you." I'd been deceived many times before, could you really blame me for doubting the integrity of the ones that I did not know? Nicotine called to Axelle, her voice sweet and soft, beckoning her forward. Then she turned to me and gave me a look. I returned hers with one that said "Ask yourself that."

I took a few steps closer just because I couldn't help myself, there was a desire in me to be closer to my kin. "Ask yourself, are you willing to give up your life for hers?" Nicotine would be needed for at least a year, and out here in the wild where the line of war between lights and darks were on the fringe a year was a pretty long time to dedicate to someone who wasn't even theirs.

What is Zarian going to do with a nanny? He can't flirt with her because she isn't his but yet she will be around him constently because of Axelle. And then what if Nicotine want's to fins a stallion of her own, o boy.

[Nevaeh]

Axelle
Time to Run and Hide

I listen to what was going on, I really did no know what to do at the moment but I missed my mummy and wanted her, but I knew I could not have her. As I heard Nicotine soft lyrics into my light golden auds. I got on to my little golden pillars I moved closer towards the horse I only knew in my few months alive, but as I lowered my little golden body back towards the emerald ground, but before I could get my little golden body upon the ground, I looked towards the stallion who was my farther, but I was getting even more scared and moved to hide behind Nicotine, I had not seen that look before.

Grammy, it is scary here.

[/size] I had managed to stand up for a while longer then last time, but I just wanted to run and hide, cause I missed my mummy, as I opened my little maw as my lyrics came out, It is my fault mummy did not survive, and that is why daddy does not like me.[/size] I then lowered my little golden body towards the ground again I knew I needed something to eat and drink, but I would no complain about it.

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Nevvy’s Notes:
Horse: Axelle
Muse: good
Comments aww

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[lynx'']

A stressed squeal escaped my lips when he spoke. Perhaps it was wrong to come here - although i had returned axelle i should of maybe just left. But i felt for the lonely child and it would most likely break my heart to leave her. "Please sir. listen. I already stated who i am. My name is Nicotine and i am here because i found your daughter out in the wilderness - alone. I came with her to offer her protection and company. i am no threat either to you or your fellow mares here in this land." I stated uite clearly - blowing hard through my nostrils in a successful attempt to calm my nerves. When the dappled stallion spoke again, harks pressed gently back against my crown. his words were almost haunting. "Zarian. It is in my nature to act as a mother to any child i see. However - Both you and Axelle know that once she is strong enough - i shall elave to seek a different home. I'm sorry - but i really cannot see myself living in such a combined and 'spooky' place." I gave a loud gasp of shock when the small child spoke. and swallowed back my pained tears "Oh Axelle - do not worry sweetie, your father wil ltake good care of you, and so will i if he allows me to stay unti lyour old enought o fend for yourself. Don't blame oyurself darling - your mother if safe now...watching you, from up there." I motioned my head to the sky which was just slightly visable through the tree leaves.

Character: Nicotine
Status: complete.
Word Count: 304
Comments: Trill - we discussed this. I told you Nicotine wouldn't permanantly stay in SW. (museless) plus - she is light, and SW is like the darkest neutral terra lmao

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[Trill Stalker]

(Dud now I feel like an idiot because I remember that now. Wow I don't know what is wrong with me. Anyway, I don't know what to say because... I don't know what to reply to that is why I haven't replyed in a while to this. But I got a question would Nicotine be willing to go and get Bambi from cocobay and bring her here? Bambi is just a year old and would be a good play mate for Axelle. I would grabe her with Zarian but he is like 10 and that would be wrong lol.)

[lynx'']

who plays Bambi? and where are her parents?

[Trill Stalker]

midnightacres3.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=cocobay&action=display&thread=2032&page=1
and I don't know...